A Trans organisation, like no other

I wish to be me, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. This involves me dressing in a more feminine way, or at least dressing the way that is offered for women within mass retail.

I cannot just afford to leave my job.

I wish to have a job of “Being Transgendered”.


I will start my organisation, an organisation that can be adaptive to different outlets, be it music, art, photo shoots etc.

I will start with a magazine website. The website “will not” I’m afraid be a free for all, it will be a case of sending articles to myself/The admin team, who will then decide the suitability.

Why can I not use the current websites/magazines available?


I must be a punk. I do not find the current websites/magazines to be in line with my ethics, nor with my wish to be much more open, my wish to present to the world at large, to be open and to be accepted.


There will be no intimation of “Passing”. That is not to say that I would personally not want to “pass” in given situations, and here we pick at an important point I’ve not found clearly noted elsewhere; “IT’S MY LIFE” and it is individual and when my friend Lulu from down the road calls me a tranny then that is fine, but when some uninvited stranger shouts Tranny then, well then I get to choose, individually if I accept that or not.



Sometimes I go out and I may well be perceived as “A bloke in a dress”, well, so what if I am? How can i be any less worthy of respect than a woman wearing trousers?


Bleeding hearts and dirty kisses

Hear him crow, hear him low
Such sad songs, full of woe
But sang as aside, with artist’s pride
we in the know get to surf the tide
Guitars at the ready, spiteful emotions so heady

Interporlating data/Virtual Mars

Life, what a dissapointment, well In the 80’s is so often was ty Marvin (Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy).

So, you think I am proposing a guide to the galaxy? And that if we are going to be hitchhiking via comets that we should make an electronic database, a book called Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy? Well, no, not at all, but its a great spin off idea.

No, what I was thinking about was how we are using technology.

I used to enjoy using “Playstation Home”, a virtual 3d world on the Playstation 3.

There is a kickstarter for another virtual world project; https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/pixeltailgames/tower-unite

Why, as a species, are we wasting our time? On “games”?

We should be making a virtual Mars, we have a wealth of data about the planet, we could surley “virtually” live there? Explore concepts, try out building structures, greenhouses, bio domes.

I do not know nor understand why we are not making this happen (because I have not made it happen most probably? and so I just sit messaging people who have busy lives doing great things… 🙄 What can I say, I can only hope I say a good idea that sparks )

Chasing Voyager

We should be chasing Voyager.

Voyager, One and Two, are escaping the edge of the known Solar system, Voyager One I believe being the farthest travelled man made object.

Pause for thought…

What is out there? is space different past the domain of the solar wind? is it thicker? gloupier? is that where “dark matter” is hiding? or is it just space?

Voyager(s) have been an astounding succes and it seems such a waste if they are just left to drift when they are still exploring.

1. Could we chase the Voyager probes?
2. Would there be any point in chasing the Voyager probes?

1. We landed Philae on a comet and Rosetta’s in orbit around the comet, what if we got a probe to orbit a comet that was heading out of the solar system? What if the comet was headed in Voyager’s direction?

2. Would there be any point?!? I don’t know the answer…

We were discussing the first Dr.Who broadcast, and where it will have reached out into the cosmos, wait? am I really saying we should send a probe out, that can read an old tv signal, clean the picture up and then relay the information back to Earth, just so that we can catch up on repeats, and rescue any “lost episodes” :Zoinks: No, not really, well, it is running through my mind, but really? hehe

Then, we catch up with Voyager via a probe orbiting a comet, but Voyager is sleeping now with it’s battery life run out… could we charge the battery? could we get solar energy and “zap” the Voyager circuitry with an energy pulse, waking Voyager up?!?!?!?!

or, we could aim to land a small “mobile phone”/”mini computer probe, onto Voyager (Voyager has metal so magnatism could do it), to what end? To see how Voyager has faired?

or maybe we should just attach to a comet headed out of the solar system… if we did, could we surpass the Voyager probe, with more modern equipment, we could watch tv pictures of…. well, of blank space most probably haha, sorry, but seriously we have this opportunity and we should be taking advantage?

Shoes; Heels to flats

I love shoes, something very deep/primal, wearing different shoes can change how one feels about themselves and the world around them.

I have a sore knee, it started a year or two back, and what a kicker, I had just come out to myself about being trans and something I could do and be trans would be to wear heeled shoes as I have a good sense of balance, I can easily trot and even sprint in high heels.

My knee hurts, it doesn’t like the cold, I have been to the doctors and they were worse than useless.

So I had bought some shoes with heels, but if I wear them for any length of time my knee hurts for days afterwards. So I consider cutting the heel off :waw:

Some shoes lend themselves to this better than others. I tried with some boots that had a rubber sole, It took a while with a junior hacksaw, then when I had done, they still make my knee hurt 😦 I think the heel is not cut flat, somewhat slanted.

So, I’ve got some lovely shoes (Well, they’re skanky really, but it’s lovely to be able to explore and experiment); ShoesWithLegs.jpeg

So after I had written some random blog post concentrating on, well it was to do with improving the lott for M 2 F transgender. Then Caryn Franklin replied… I got a bit giddy and felt somewhat exhilerated and felt like “Doing” something, so I set about with my shoes, I tried “Whacking” the heels to remove them, but nope, these shoes are made pretty strongly, so I got the junior hacksaw and began, pant, wheeze, so much effort, so much mess, so little results. So I got the saw I use for cutting small branches from trees, that was getting through better, until I hit a metal bolt in the middle of the heel, so it was back to the junior hacksaw.

Eventually the heel is cut, the shoes look funky! 🙂 with the toes turned up 🙂

I then got the rubber heels from the boots I’d tried to cut and I wanted to “Tack” them onto the new shoes, the small nails didn’t penetrate the hard plastic heel, so then I drilled holes in the plastic heel, found screws and half an hour later I’d attached the new heel rubber.


Not the most proffessional job, but it works and I enjoyed myself 🙂

Now I’m really hoping for a shoe anvil for my birthday & a shoe making kit 😀




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Crossdressing women

In the late 70’s, early 80’s my Mum started wearing trousers, ugly brown things imo 😮 (as if I am allowed an opinion huh?),  She was clearly quite giddy and expected acceptance, and it was clearly a positive thing in her mind (I have never told her I thought them ugly).

So if I now wear a dress will my Mum afford me the same courtesy? Will she be happy to walk around with me? Will she be proud of me?

Would I even subject my Mum to that experience?

No. Why?

because if a woman wears trousers that is her right, to have freedom to do that.

If a man wears a dress he is a “crossdresser”, a pervert, a joke figure.

Equality is the last thing women want.