Feeling ugly

It’s taken a long time for me to accept myself.

I have felt ugly at times, and still do, I just have learnt to live with it…

I guess being Transgender will make this blog read a little differently.

I guess women feel ugly too at times, but then they always have people telling them how pretty they are… unless they’re ugly in which case then that means they have failed as women? I guess in the same way as men who’re not muscular, daring go getters are deemed to have failed at being men.

What a rubbish concept.

And just as women have felt locked out by men who think that being muscular and go getting as male only traits and they can shut women out, so men who want to enjoy fashion/make up are shut out by women who feel that these are traits that define womanhood and they shut men out.

Respect Due

ay ay ay, as often as not when I’m frustrated because I can’t get the words out in coherent measure and it’s as though that is going to be of any surprise, when my childhood years are dominated by female sexists, you think I’m a raving loony, YOU ARE NOT FUCKING KIDDING, I do not accept the way I was brought up, I do not accept your morale code, I do not have any interest in your systems, when I am treated as though I must be mentally ill, then i know that i’m not and that society is mentally ill, & at this point who cares if I am right or wrong, IRRELEVANCE a little respect is due, not for me to “PASS”, but for me, the human being.

Why become a sissy

This blog is going to take you to places that you may not feel comfortable going.

This blog is going to take Transexuals, Sissy’s, women, indeed the whole cabal.

Women are sexists, no if’s no but’s, Women are mothers, mothers tell their daughters they canwear dress, skirt or trousers, they tell their sons they’re allowed to wear trousers FULL STOP.

Is it any wonder that at a young age boys feel compelled to go along with what they’re told, with what they’re shown through media, and then, the insult of insults, the clowns of crossdressing Drag Queens. Yes boys if you’re brave and you want to wear a skirt or a dress you can, but you must allow yourself to be laughed at by strangers in order to make them feel more secure about themselves.

Boys grow up and let’s stop this sexist commentary right now, Boys and girls, indeed children grow up with sexist values thrust upon them. The worst of this is that women are led to believe, by women and by men that women own sexuality and that women own sensuality. Only a woman may show feminine qualities.

Yes in our fair and equal society only women may choose the clothes they wear, only women can be sexy, only women can understand and experience sensuality.

You are fatally flawed.

Waiting for acceptance

Indefensible, and infantesimal
Hear me shout and hear me scream
Hear every decibel
Hear my poor heart ache
And then feel your safe ground quake
I’m in no mood to take
Any false offerings you make
Either treat me with respect, or ignore me
Either accept who I am, Or adore me
Don’t ridicule me
Professing who I am
Based on freedom?
your freedom is a sham
I make a mild stretch and I break your scam
I make a quiet calm move and you
Run round scared like chickens hearing a can hit by a spoon
You don’t own me, and you are not my mother
You don’t decide my garb
You don’t deny my freedom and then proclaim
I’m so lucky,
Because we wan the warr
Intranglingual elefanated wanderin
If accepted I will be ever more.